Surviving the Goodbyes and the Hellos

To update everyone, I am in England.

The past few months have been a bit intense, a lot of traveling, packing and unpacking then repacking, finding time to have my last hangout time with friends. And in between all of that getting ready to leave for England.

The days flew by fast, it was so hard to keep track. Then all of a sudden I am on a plane to Atlanta for a trip with my mom and sister. Those six days seem to fly by even faster. Next thing I knew I was having to say goodbye to them and get on a plane to London.

About three or four weeks before leaving I often found myself thinking “What on earth have I gotten myself into?” But I know without a doubt that this is where God wants me.

I have been at Holmsted Manor a little over a week, and it has felt like I have been here for a month. The first couple of days were chill and pretty quiet. When Sunday hit, there were people for all over Western Europe arriving for the Western Europe DTS Staff Gathering, or something along those lines. I had also been signed up for it. Monday through Thursday we had tons of worship, prayer, networking time, lectures, awesome speakers and tons and tons of information. Really good information. I am really glad I was a part of it. I have been felling very overwhelmed by the thoughts of staffing my first DTS, and this conference was a good way to help get me more out of the box. To see how other schools are run, that no DTS is the same or should be the same. How to disciple the individual, and what the lines not to cross are. There was so much more information that I am still processing.

There were a whole lot of pretty rad people there too, I have a lot of new facebook friends.

Holmsted, is an amazing place, and it is very easy to see that God is moving here, and that he is doing great things. The Manor itself is incredible, the detail that was put into building this place, is very inspiring. And even with how big this place is, it is still very comfortable and welcoming. The people here are even better then the Manor. I don’t even have words to describe how wonderful these people are. I am so thankful that God has put me here.

Well I think that is it for now. Hopefully I will get better at updating more often.

Surviving the Wait

Hey guys this is my first post obviously. I thought I would catch you up on the last few months.

Well I guess it kind of need to start out 4 years ago.

I did my DTS (Discipleship Training School) with YWAM (Youth With A Mission) in 2006 in New Zealand and my outreach phase was in India. It was absolutely amazing and life changing. So over the past 3 years I have been trying to figure out what was next. I knew I wouldn't be staying in Colorado much longer. In the mean time I became a Leader at my High School Youth group _tag, and volunteered at the YWAM base that is less than a mile from my house.

Over 3 years I thought I was going to go back to New Zealand, that didn't happen. Next I though I was going to go South Africa to do a photography School. After being accepted and 40 days before I was suppose to leave God said no. Which it worked out great in the end. For a year and a half after that I had no idea what I was going to do. God was always faithful through the process. Giving me jobs (a remarkable job being a part time nanny for a few families. One I have had for almost 3 years. These jobs have changed my life and help me grow as a person.) He also gave me amazing friends and people who became pretty much family over the 3 years. It was still hard though at times, people would ask me what I was doing or doing next, I wouldn't be able to reply. My whole life I knew what I was going to do after high school, do a DTS and be involved with YWAM. But after the DTS it was one of the most confusing time of my life. At one point this lady asked me "is YWAM where God really wanted you." I was even more confused, YWAM is where I thought God did want me.

Being patient was not fun. But in the end it paid off.

Now lets go back 6 months to the end of December. I met this awesome girl who became one of my best friends. The first Tuesday of the year January 5th this girl Hannah and I went to Revival Town at New Life Church. It was during worship when I heard God say "GO!!" (Keep in mind that I have been praying and asking God for this for 3 Years and He always replied with soon and be patient. Until now.) The voice took me back and I wasn't sure what it was. So I said "What?!?" He replied with "GO!!" I asked "Go where." He said "Holmsted." I asked "When." He said "7 months."

So there it was finally after 3 years.

Holmsted Manor is a YWAM base in England about 20 min North of Brighton, and maybe a hour South of London. The funny thing is 4 of my friends had gone there to do their DTS. Hannah included. I wrote the base told them I was interested and they sent me my application. It was after that when my family found out that the Base leader was someone my family knew when she was about 15 and I was 2. Things have been falling in to place after that. I was officially accepted on May 4th. The next day my dad found an amazing price on a ticket and I leave August 11th out of Atlanta.

I have 2 months and 18 days left (not counting today).

I am working on applying for a 2 year religious worker visa. That has been a hard process, you think you found the online application then it just takes you to a different page. Luckily the base found the actual link for it and I will be filling it out and sending it in today.

The next step after that will be Surviving the next 2 months and 18 days. Which will be insane. My dad's birthday, my brothers birthday, my birthday, Desperation, maybe a wedding, California for 2 weeks, going away party, two more birthdays and in between that packing and work.

But I can't wait, so bring it on.